..I hung out at Town with Toni instead! I mean, Pailin. :D We have this love affair with Thailand ("THAILAND ROCKS! THAILAND ROCKS!") My friend from high school, EJ, came too.
Highlights:
Toni's journey from Starbucks.. to Seattle's Best.. and finally, to Coffee Bean. :))))
ordering at Coffee Bean:
cashier: "What's your name, please?" Toni: "Uhmm.. Pailin." cashier: *bewildered expression O_O* me: "Ehmm, spell it out, Pailin! Your name's so hard to spell naman kasi eh. :D"
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! So here are the stuff I got for Christmas. :) _____________________________________________________________________________________
From my best friend Cid, I got a wristlet bag thing (I dunno what it's called, sorry :P), but basically it's a little pouch that has a wrist tie.. thingy. Haha.
From another good friend Toni (a.k.a. Pailin, hehe :D) I got a pair of red dangling earrings and a matching red bangle/bracelet. I super love it. I used it today. :)
From my older sister Ate Imee - a big handbag. It's shiny with chunky strips of yellow green, rust orange, white, and black.ü
From my little nephew Matthew (with help from my Ate, his mom), an earring organizer.For my dangling earrings. Thanks, dear. :-*
From my other family members (although I do know that it's my DAD who bought them :D), I got the following. :D :
a black Billabong hoodie. (thang God for outlet/surplus stores, haha.). Super snuggly and warm. ILOVEIT. :)
a pair of dangling earrings and a silver bangle/cuff. I've been scarce on accessories so it was nice to receive these. :)
and 3 books. What books were these? Well..
1. TWILIGHT (Stephenie Meyer) Okay, so I was a little surprised I got this. But, okay, it's a gift. :) I actually read this already, with thanks to Cheska for lending it to me. Still haven't returned it because I haven't had another chance to see her again. Ngrr. Oh well. :D
2. I BECAME A CHRISTIAN AND ALL I GOT WAS THIS LOUSY T-SHIRT (Vince Antonucci) I think I need this. A whole lot. Especially since I've been so preoccupied with school and other things that sometimes I forget about the Lord, which is who Christmas is really all about. If you notice the "tag" on the cover, it says "Replacing Souvenir Religion with Authentic Spiritual Passion". :) (Yes, it's a BOOK.)
3. ELDEST (Christopher Paolini) This is the second book in the Inheritance Trilogy. I have the first one, which is Eragon (though I can't find it, wtf?? T_T). Now I have book 2. I have yet to own the kinda newly-released book 3, entitled Brisingr. I love how the covers are of dragons. Ooooohhhhlala. :D
AND THE GIFT THAT I LOVE LOVE LOVED RECEIVING THE MOST WAS..
That's right!
I got a..
NOKIA 7210 SUPERNOVA!! :D
But it isn't colored like the ones in the above picture. It's actually a newly released color, Graphite. To put it in the simplest way possible it's the color of.. pencil lead. :D
Yes, I do see the lanterns. Yes, I do see the glittering lights. Yes, I do see the carolers (if not beggars) on the streets. Yes, I do realize that I have gifts under the tree. Yes, I do realize that it's the 23rd of December already.
But somehow.. Something's missing. I don't really feel the Christmas spirit anymore. The year's been great, really. But somehow.. It feels.. Christmas feels.. Well.. Kinda empty.
It's either I'm too old, or nothing special's happening. Oh heck no, I'm not too old! I'M NOT TOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLD. Gaah. I dunno, really..
Even my best friend says so. We've felt Christmas in the past few years, but somehow this year's different. Does college really do this to you? It takes out the magic from Christmas? I hope not.
First of all, we were late for church today. End of story. :D
After that we went to our village's office for the administration Christmas party. (My dad's head of the board of directors so naturally the whole family comes along, haha XD) There was sooooo much food. But I'm on a "diet" so I didn't get much rice. Piled up on the ulam, though. HAHA. :D Pata tim, lumpia, kaldereta, and LECHON. Ohmigahd the lechon was terrific! Lechon is roasted pig, btw. It was cooked with lemongrass inside so the meat is juicy and delicious, even without sauce. :)
My dad even let me drink some light beer. Heehee. :"> And I took a sip of my older sister's vodka Sprite. :D _____________________________________________________________________________________
Surveyed the gifts under the Christmas tree. Felt around. AHAHA. Am pretty sure that one of my gifts is a book. Am pretty sure that one of my gifts is a new phone. :D Pucha, inalog-alog ko pa yung box. I even compared my dad's cellphone box (where the phone comes in) and felt the gift's edges. AHAHA. :D Cellphone binalot. (accdg. to Marj. haha) HAHA. I'm spoiling my gifts. XD
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! It's almost Christmas. I can't wait to open my gifts, haha! :D *Kinda selfish, I know. Oh well.*
I'm generally happy since it's Christmas break and school starts 5th January.. And I get to see my cousins and relatives in the Jalandoni-Teves side of my family because we hold a sort of reunion every year.
NOTE TO SELF: Try not to eat too much. HAHAHA. :)))))))))))
Sad thing is, I probably won't see Luigi until next year! :""""( We were talking last night and there's a chance that he'll be going to the States for Christmas, maybe even for New Year.. And I am seriously going to miss him! :""( But I asked for pasalubong. Ahihihi. :"> He said he'll bring chocolate, since he knows I love them. I told him we have to share so I won't look like a pig, haha! :P
I don't have much to say, really. All I'm doing now while typing is eating leftover cake (from my nephew's birthday party) and listening to songs via MediaMonkey. Hehe. And of course, talking to Z over MSN. :)
If you know what the words on the picture on the left are, then you'd know that they're lines from Lindsay Lohan's song Bossy.
If you haven't heard it yet, then go listen to it. :D I have a feeling Samantha Ronson had something to do with LiLo's sudden change of genre. Heehee. :D
It's really danceable, which is good. I like danceable. ü
Guess who I was thinking of while making this. HAHAHA. No bonus points, dears. :P
Anyway, I was bored and I happened to be listening to the song and browsing through some pictures from yesterday.
Enjoy.
Oh, and don't forget to comment, dear reader. I love getting comments.ü ♥
Last Sunday, I heard J. Holiday's Bed playing on the radio. But something was different. There was a girl singing, too.
I looked it up on Limewire, and found it was Nina Sky. :) DOWNLOAD. Okay, it's done. :D
LOVE IT.ü I miss Luigi. :)
The song isn't exactly, well.. Romantic. But it's nice, really. ü
To end, I shall copy paste some of Nina Sky's parts.
[Nina Sky:] Boy tell me what you want and I'll give you what you like, yeah Uh huh, alright, yes, my body's yours tonight Anything that you need, you can have it from me Cause baby I'm here to please, so put your love into me I know you like when I tease like that (like that) like that, especially when I'm at Don't stop, ooh I like what you're doing so please don't move Never met a man that turns me on like you do, Oh oh oh
I talked to his cousin since his (Luigi's) mom was looking. I told him that Luigi never seems to have time for me, and that I feel like I'm being played. Joseph (the cousin) told me that if I'm serious with Luigi (even though we're not exactly together), I should hold on, no matter what. Thank you, Joseph. I needed that.
Eventually I got to talk to Luigi again.
Me: Sineryoso mo ba ako?
Him: OO. Ilang tanong mo na yan ah!
Pero seryoso ka talaga sakin
Oo nga..
I know we're taking things one step at a time. We may seem together but we're not. At least, NOT YET. :)
Gawd, I dunno what to blog about.. Well. Imma try anyway.
What am I doing now? Talking to Z (love you ;D) on MSN, checking my Facebook and Multiply, listening to music on MediaMonkey, and doing this blog. In other words, not studying when I should be. HAHAHA. :D
I may be a crammer and a bit of a slacker, but I know my capabilities. I took an IQ test last year, and I have an IQ of 126, which is actually superior. I confess I'm an underachiever. I'm intelligent but I'm not exactly pushing it to its potential.
Anyway.
Downloaded 2 of Z's remixes. I am a huge fan of his Beam Me Up (Dangerous Remix).ü And now I love his Love Lockdown remix, too! ;)
I'm all blank now. Oh well.
Now Playing: Qwote- Shawty It's Your Booty (haha memories in Aldrin's ride with Gen XD)
BioLab - Took 3 consecutive exams/tests. Lec long test #2, Lab practical exam, and then Lab long test#1. I had a really hard time with the Lab practical exam because my slide specimen was soooooo small. It was a speck of Pinus insularis, or, pine tree. It took me such a long time to focus on it. When I let Ms. Avi check, she cut me some slack because it was the microscope at fault. O_O Thanks, Ms. :D
I then went home for a bit, since the Psych Christmas party was still at 5pm. Checked my accounts, talked to Zach over MSN. The usual, really. :) I left the house around 2:30pm or so, so I could catch up with Luigi because his last class ended 3:30.
When I got off the trike, I saw him going to his car. I hurriedly paid my fare and caught up with him. He was actually in a hurry to go somewhere again. So I went into his car and kept quiet. Awkward silence. I looked at him but he just gazing outside. I slipped a Ferrerro Rocher chocolate in his hand, and he ate it. After a while he finally gave in, and we went to our usual place. And did the usual things. Talk, get out of the car and smoke, get back in, talk, kiss, that stuff. But something else happened. No, not THAT kind of happening, bitches. XD
I'd rather not divulge, really. I've only told it to Zach. And Zach isn't even from the Philippines. HAHA. :D
5pm - Went to room 205. Psych Christmas party. 'Nuff said. :)
around 8pm- Went to 420 (resto-bar-hangout near school) with Gen and Angel. I was the only one drinking, haha. Split the bill over french fries and calamares. Yummmmmmmmmm. :) Got home a little past 9pm.
9:30am - Arrived at school. Saw my P.E. classmates. Attempted to study for written prelim.
10am - We took the test at the 2nd flr. of the Tropical Gym. After we finished, I went back to school.
I saw my friend Karl who was waiting for our friend Kym. Thesis bookbinding. Haha. THEY'RE FINALLY (ALMOST) DONE! Wheeeeeeeeee. :) Now I can go to the Vatican and ask to canonize Kym. (our little joke haha XD)
After awhile, around 12pm, I met up with Ate Trinna. We went to Citysearch to print out our report handout and pictures for our Biology report. Lately I've been drowning myself with report works and all that. Ate Trinna says that's what happens when I'm in love. O_O
EnviSci - Nope, I don't have EnviSci. However, Sir Sagun allows me to sit in, just like Sir Brian (Dayuta) allows me to sit in his PolGov class. Heehee. That's because they're my profs in another subject; EarthSci and PhilHis, respectively. :) I spent my time cutting out the pictures. Luigi was sitting in front of me, and soon I got a text message from my friend (who was sitting beside him) that said I should talk to him, and I replied that Luigi should be the one starting the conversation.
In short, Luigi and I didn't talk. We were SMS-ing the whole time, haha! After a bit he transferred to a farther seat, but I could see him a lot better. When he was sitting in front of me there was a computer monitor blocking my view. So it was actually a good thing that he moved a bit further! :)
I went downstairs to buy some gum. I've been quite hooked on gum these past few days, for some reason. Oh well. I bought some at the store behind school. When I got back to the room, I gave some to Pat (Ms. SISC herself, haha! XD), and then I sent Luigi an SMS saying that I bought gum. :D We were just talking through SMS.
Me: I bought gum. Hehe.
Him: penge.haha
hmmm. juicy fruit or icool?
icool nlng. hehe
Then he looked up at me, and Ate Trinna noticed that he wanted gum from me. HAHA. XD I stuck my tongue out at him. "No." :))))))))))))))))) And eventually I gave in. :) I gave him gum, and soon 2 of his friends (who were also my friends, wink wink ;D) asked gum from me as well. Mmmmm. Yum yum gum gum! :D
Throughout the report of the people in front, we were still SMS-ing each other.
Him: cn i have one last kiss? hahaha im just joking.
Me: hahaha. why just one? you can have all the bisous you want from me, babe.ü :-**
(NOTE: He actually said on Monday that we should stop kissing each other on the lips because we weren't actually even together. Well, look at him now. Asking for it. I couldn't resist, really. :P)
Well.. There. Haha. I went downstairs to get some medicine for my cramps, my crappy crappy cramps. Ngrr. T_T I called him up, and he was at the parking lot, about to leave.
I told him to wait because I was on my way there. One last kiss, eh? I had a feeling it wouldn't just be one. ;) So I got into his car, and then silent awkwardness. We hadn't been together all week, privately, just the two of us, until that time. I asked him if it was really just one kiss that he wanted. He compromised, saying that it would be a long kiss.
So we did. I think it was around 2 minutes? :D
And then he took off his glasses, put it down near the stick shift, and looked at me. I knew that "one kiss" would just be a bunch of bullshit, he wanted more. Just as I thought. Chalk up one for the female race! :) And to my kissing technique and prowess. Oh yes. :))))) Laugh if you must, but we ended up kissing more than just once. Make that around 3 or 4 times. All long kisses. :-* Majority of which were initiated by Luigi himself. AT LAST. XD
A few times I'd feel his hand on my lap, but that's as far as he went. (I'm no whore, bitch. Haha. XD) But I liked it, he was loosening up to me again after all the awkwardness of the past days.
Eventually I had to go, I nearly forgot we were reporting for Bio today on ecological relationships. XD I knew he didn't want me to go yet, but I had to. Oh well.
Cramps suck. No, not leg cramps. Menstrual cramps. Crappy, crappy, cramps. Bleh bleh bleh. Meeh meeh meeh. Gaah gaah gaah.
KILL ME NOW. Only kidding.
This morning I took a mefenamic acid tablet. Nothing happened, it still hurt. T_T Took 1 mefenamic acid tablet and 1 Advil, which is ibuprofen. Felt like an addict poppin' pills. LOL I'm not, ok? I just had to make the pain go awaaaaay.
Drink of Propel. Took mefenamic acid tablet. Drink of Propel again. Took ibuprofen tablet. Waited a bit. Listened to PhilHis reports. And then..
An IM conversation over Yahoo Messenger. Cheska and I. Mine are in blue Enjoy. :P _____________________________________________________________________________________
marianne raterta (12/10/2008 10:42:14 PM): CHESKAAAAAAAAAAAAA Francesca Marie Compuesto (12/10/2008 10:43:47 PM): YANIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. marianne raterta (12/10/2008 10:43:56 PM): >:D< >:D< >:D< Francesca Marie Compuesto (12/10/2008 10:44:09 PM): >:D< >:D< >:D< imy! marianne raterta (12/10/2008 10:44:31 PM): me tooooooooooooo! :) marianne raterta (12/10/2008 10:44:36 PM): how's daddy? Francesca Marie Compuesto (12/10/2008 10:45:10 PM): Daddy? Still sexy. Lolz! Joke. He's good. :D How's Luigi? marianne raterta (12/10/2008 10:45:22 PM): haha.. ok naman. marianne raterta (12/10/2008 10:45:27 PM): we didn't talk at school today marianne raterta (12/10/2008 10:45:34 PM): but just a few times over the phone Francesca Marie Compuesto (12/10/2008 10:46:12 PM): You guys are good naman so far? marianne raterta (12/10/2008 10:46:22 PM): mmhmm :) Francesca Marie Compuesto (12/10/2008 10:47:12 PM): That's good. :) marianne raterta (12/10/2008 10:47:48 PM): you read my posts, right? marianne raterta (12/10/2008 10:48:01 PM): like how last week i was totally PMS-ing all over him :)) marianne raterta (12/10/2008 10:48:14 PM): well now i'm MS-ing :)) i told him and he laughed XD Francesca Marie Compuesto (12/10/2008 10:48:53 PM): =)) MS-ing, amp. marianne raterta (12/10/2008 10:49:37 PM): i got pissed over the phone kasi he went home agad.. i told him to text me when he was in the car at the parking lot but when he txted me paalis na sya marianne raterta (12/10/2008 10:50:44 PM): i even asked him "wala ba talagang oras? or may oras pero ayaw mo lang talaga?" we were both raising our voices at each other Francesca Marie Compuesto (12/10/2008 10:50:57 PM): Shet. Bitch mode? :| Francesca Marie Compuesto (12/10/2008 10:50:59 PM): LOLZ! marianne raterta (12/10/2008 10:51:48 PM): but then after a bit i told him i wasn't mad at him.. just annoyed at the situation.. because his friends don't know about me and him, he can't exactly just go by himself to talk to me.. Francesca Marie Compuesto (12/10/2008 10:52:03 PM): Oh em gee. Bakit naman? marianne raterta (12/10/2008 10:52:18 PM): idk.. haha. he's prolly not ready or something.. oh well. :P marianne raterta (12/10/2008 10:52:20 PM): anyway. marianne raterta (12/10/2008 10:53:24 PM): when i told him i wasn't mad at him i could tell he was feeling better because his voice softened :) then i told him about the whole "remember last week i was PMS-ing over you, well now i'm MS-ing na talaga :)) " Francesca Marie Compuesto (12/10/2008 10:55:33 PM): Wait lang! I'm reading. Lolz. marianne raterta (12/10/2008 10:58:17 PM): ahaah sarreh. :D _____________________________________________________________________________________
DISCLAIMER: Sorry if my post today is quite, well.. Meeeh. I'm feeling scatterbrained today. :D
7:30am - Saw Luigi at the store. Awkward moments. But we did hold hands a bit and hug. Hehe. :">
BioLab - Ms. Avi gives a quiz. Then after that, announcements on the 2nd BioLec long test and the BioLab long test on Friday. And then she talks about the Christmas party. Everyone gets restless and start making noise. We were only less than 20 in the whole Physics lab and we were making a lot of noise, haha! :P Lots of talking and noise, I don't remember all of what happened, haha! But she DID give us a field activity to do, but that was kind of pushed aside after the Christmas party came up. Heehee. :D As usual, Trinna, Gen and I got our paper and when we were dismissed, we were with Tita Rory's group. Go Xylem (our group haha) and Mitochondria (their group haha) groups! Woohoooooooooooo! XD (haha)
during field work - We decided to split up the work! Cooperation, beybeh! XD For the field activity, we were supposed to find the abiotic and biotic components of different locations in school. And since we were cooperating (haha.), we finished pretty quick.
HIGHLIGHT: Lawrence's new haircut. Pair it with his hot pink lanyard hung on his shoulder and his gay impressions ("Mga sister!") and it makes work a lot lighter. =))))))))))))))))))))
EarthSci - EEEEEH. It was pretty boring so I don't really have to say anything about this.
The following is an MSN conversation between me and my friend (his IMs are in blue).
Enjoy.ü
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You have just sent a nudge.
Zach says:
haha
Zach just sent you a nudge.
the name's Marianne. says:
hellooooooooo
Zach says:
heyyyyyy.
the name's Marianne. says:
whatchu doin?
Zach says:
oh just downloadin' some music. what about you?
the name's Marianne. says:
checkin my facebook and multiply and blogger
the name's Marianne. says:
whatchu downloading?
Zach says:
ah. B5's In My Bedroom.
the name's Marianne. says:
ooh. what's it about haha XD
Zach says:
XD wellll
Zach says:
i guess he likes to go to sleep. lol
the name's Marianne. says:
ahaha
the name's Marianne. says:
what else have you downloaded recently?
Zach says:
ah let's see. 3oh!3, avant, ludacris, musiq soulchild, panic at the disco, the flaming lips
Zach says:
kanye west
Zach says:
haha
the name's Marianne. says:
any hiphop stuff? haha
the name's Marianne. says:
im so not updated xD
Zach says:
haha. i can update you on any new music, just say the word lol
the name's Marianne. says:
zach
You have just sent a nudge.
You have just sent a nudge.
Zach says:
sorry.
Zach just sent you a nudge.
the name's Marianne. says:
i found out something about him
You have just sent a nudge.
Zach says:
what's wrong..
Zach just sent you a nudge.
the name's Marianne. says:
he still loves his ex a bit
Zach says:
did he tell you this?
the name's Marianne. says:
i asked him through sms if he still loved her
the name's Marianne. says:
he said medyo
the name's Marianne. says:
which means a bit
Zach says:
=S so what does that mean for you two?
the name's Marianne. says:
i don't know
the name's Marianne. says:
i don't want to lose him
the name's Marianne. says:
he even told me not to wait for one person alone, to look for other
the name's Marianne. says:
but i'm not the type who collects
Zach says:
i'm really sorry, marianne. i wish i could fix it.
the name's Marianne. says:
i stick to one
the name's Marianne. says:
i dunno if i love h im
the name's Marianne. says:
but if i do, i'd do whatever it takes to fill the spaces in his heart
the name's Marianne. says:
no matter what it takes
Zach says:
you're an amazing person.
Zach says:
i'm sure.. that things will get better.
the name's Marianne. says:
i might have been a bit too aggressive
the name's Marianne. says:
but it all was in good meaning
the name's Marianne. says:
all i wanted was to let him know how much i care about him
the name's Marianne. says:
Zach says:
don't beat yourself up, m. you're great & you have a very kind soul with a warming heart. things will work out, i promise.
the name's Marianne. says:
i wish i was with you
the name's Marianne. says:
and i wish you were single haha so i could hug you without worry
Zach says:
haha. you can still hug me without worry. -hugs-
Zach says:
just remember. if it's meant to happen. it will. =] and if not, then it won't. but you'll understand why.. sooner or later.
the name's Marianne. says:
i don't understand why guys are so complicated
the name's Marianne. says:
awhile ago when i was with my friend after i found out, i was so angry
the name's Marianne. says:
i went outside school and i smoked a few cigs, all the time complaining on how much of a bitch he was
the name's Marianne. says:
and now here i am, venting to someone i barely know, miles and miles away, confessing how much i miss him
Zach says:
well, i'm glad you can at least vent somewhere, ya know.
Zach says:
i know it's hard. personally..
Zach says:
i mean things made no sense.
Zach says:
for the longest time.
Zach says:
and then one day, i dunno.
Zach says:
i'm sorry on behalf of everyone who isn't going to apologize for hurting you. i wish i could take all of your pain away.
the name's Marianne. says:
i don't know what to feel
Zach says:
i wish then.. that i could take your confusion away.
Zach says:
if i'm annoying, just let me know okay? i don't wanna intrude.
the name's Marianne. says:
no, you're not. you're amazing.
Zach says:
i appreciate it. i think you are, much more. and if i ever do get annoying. let me know. haha.
the name's Marianne. says:
haha alright
the name's Marianne. says:
what time is it there?
Zach says:
ah 5:02 AM.
Zach says:
what time do you have?
the name's Marianne. says:
7:04pm
Zach says:
haha wow. big difference
Zach says:
14 hours or so.
the name's Marianne. says:
haha
the name's Marianne. says:
will you still be online after 2 hrs or so?
Zach says:
of course, i fell asleep at 11, until 2:40, so i should be up for awhile. haha.
the name's Marianne. says:
alright.. my sister will be using this for a while so that's why i asked, haha
the name's Marianne. says:
thank you so much zach. i wish you were single so i could smother you with kisses haha XD that's how much i love you as a brother
Zach says:
hey, anytime marianne. and i wish i was single to let you show me. XDi'll talk to you soon?
the name's Marianne. says:
it's just a few hours, dear.wait for me?
Zach says:
you got my word.
the name's Marianne. says:
i love you (like a brother, although i wish more haha )
Zach says:
hahaa. and i love you. (like a sister, but in the same wishes you have. )
the name's Marianne. says:
you're amazing, z. i'm so lucky to have you.
Zach says:
you're more amazing, m. and i'm very lucky to have you as well.
the name's Marianne. says:
talk to you later. leave me posts on my facebook wall, mmkay? let me know whatever you like.
I don't really have much to blog about today. Just the usual Sunday things. Church, lunch at ATC, then go home. Shmooze over the TV and go online. Blah blah blah.
He finally said it. Over the phone, at least. No, it's not quite "I love you." So here it is.
He told me he misses me.ü
Actually I made him say it because I've never heard him say that he did! Whenever I'd ask if he missed/misses me, he'd just say yeah or something like that. But I made him say it. A full-blown "I miss you." And he did! :)
I met up with Luigi at 203 yesterday, a little after 7:30am. Since there was someone else in the darkened room we couldn't do much except hold hands. I snuck in a kiss on the cheek though. Haha. And he asked me what bisous means. I told him. He smiiiiileeeeed. :)
I asked if I could spend sometime with him that day, but I realized that he'd be with his friends. Oh well. :| For some reason I've been really moody these past few days, and because of my moodiness I got angry at him for not making time. I even started crying, but even when he passed by all he did was look. I saw him and his friends go downstairs to have a smoke. He just looked at me then went back to his friends. I was mad and exasperated with him, even calling up and exclaiming, "For once, can't you leave your friends?!", with him simply replying, "Anu ba? What's wrong?" I even accused him of being indifferent to me. He said he knew I was crying, he saw me. But he couldn't do anything because his friends were there. I couldn't think of anything else to do except cry.
My eyes were still red from crying when I went to Bio class. Of course my friends asked me what was wrong, and I didn't tell them anymore.
While I was doing our lab activity, I snapped back to my senses. I was wrong to be angry because his friends don't even know about Luigi and I. I should have cut him some slack because since his friends don't know, then he can't just go out by himself and stuff like that. I immediately sent him an SMS saying sorry, that I've been somehow really moody lately, I should have been more understanding because his friends still don't know.
And after that, all was doing well again. :)
Me and a few of my friends went to Select to have a smoke. Oohlala. They were there. He was there. :D
They left a few minutes later to go to WMS (comp. shop), and I didn't even get a parting kiss. Haha. Oh well. Our friends were there so.. Ngrrr. Oh well. :D
But since I had to go, I called him to tell him to go out. Ayiiiiiiiieeeeeee. He went out anyway, and we had a few parting smacks. :""> _____________________________________________________________________________________
A couple of my classmates from Bio invited me to go to Southmall with them, for videoke and drinking. Early, I know. But since I wanted to get to know them a bit more, I said yes. When we were at CenterStage (the videoke place), I was still a little shy. Even if it was just us 3 girls, I didn't know them too well until the day. Oh well. Oh, did I mention we shared a barrel of draft beer among ourselves? =))))))))))) Barrel isn't the BIG BIG BIG barrel. Basta bigger than that of a pitcher. Hehe. :D
I got a bit tipsy, I don't remember how many mugs I drank. OH SHEEEEEEET. O_O But I did call Luigi up to let him know I was okay. Tipsy, not drunk. XD
After 2 hours of singing and drinking, we finally ate lunch. Yes, we drank before eating lunch. We went to the food court to buy some food. We passed by a few choices, before deciding on buying the family pack at Chin's express or something of that name. YUM YUM YUM. So much foooood. We ate more than a cup of rice each, and it helped sober me up. Just a bit. :D
We boarded the bus and since they didn't feel like attending class anymore, I told them I'd get down at Casimiro and take a trike back to school. Yeah, my class ended at 11 that morning, and Luigi told me not to wait for him, but I still wanted to see him anyway. :) _____________________________________________________________________________________
Once I got at school, I headed to the PR office to chill. After a while, I went to the Psych room and sat on the couch. I told Luigi where I was, of course. I asked him where he was, and he was at 508. I asked where that was, because I wasn't familiar with that room. He replied:
d other side. meet me at the parking inside, dun sa dati.
Oh my. I was blank for a bit, then I immediately replied.
Okay ü Can't wait. Gros bisous.ü :-********
Gros bisous is French for big kisses. If you read my last post, you'd know that I sometimes end my text messages to Luigi with..:
bisous.ü :-********
Which means kisses. If I didn't tell you yet, well now you know. Hehe. :D And to my not-so-surprise (haha), he replied:
can i have dat gros bisous l8er? hahaha joke.
I replied with, sure. :D
At around 3:34pm, he told me to go out of school already. I called him up, and he gave me instructions to where he was. Turned out we was just parked across school, near the Munich campus. No, not in the parking lot. Along the side of the road. Nyahaha. He blinked his headlights at me and I walked towards him with a smile.ü
We went to this place. I shall not divulge where, heehee. Sorryyyyyy. Talked, kissed, hugged, joked around. Like we were actually a couple. So sweeeeeeeet. :""> He told me:
Him: O, ayan ha? May oras na!
Me: *looks at him*
Sabi ko sayo eh!
*still looking*
Ikaw talaga!
*kisses Luigi :)*
We stayed there for more or less an hour, and then he had to go pick up his dad at the office. What a good boy. Hahaha. He HAD to, because.. Oh well. :P
During the ride back to school, I kept kissing him while he was driving. Distraction much? HAHAHA. :D But I couldn't help it, he looks so cute when he drives. Oh wait, he ALWAYS looks cute! :) I was just giving him smacks on the cheek, but as we were getting closer to school, I stole lipsmacks.ü Super sweet, Luigi and I. :)
As he dropped me off at the Munich parking lot, I asked him (again) if it was true, what he said to my friends, that he's not just playing with me. He said it, and I didn't speak for a few moments until it was time to say goodbye. We kissed again, then I got out of his car.
It was so sweet, he actually made time for me..ü _____________________________________________________________________________________
To close, I shall quote a few lyrics from the song that was first playing in his car when I first rode with him, and always reminds me of him. Everytime I hear it, over the radio, in a friend's car, or wherever I hear it, I let him know that I'm thinking of him. :)
That's the way I like it That's the way you like it That's the way we like it Makin' love to booty music
Akala nyo sweet song no? Hindeeeeeeeeeee. :)) Oh well. It reminds me of Luigi so there. Bleeeeeeeh. :P
I woke up today, and it looked a little too dark for 5:45am. It rained last night. Haha. The water was freezing. O_O I was shivering when I got out of the bathroom. T_T
Anyway.
I got to school way earlier than Luigi did, haha. Racing daw kami eh. Too bad he woke up late. :)))) Since it was raining, I asked him if he brought a coat (or jacket), and he said yes. Awwww. My concern is peeking.ü
We met up at the store, and kissed him good morning. Ang sweeeeeet. Hehe. We didn't really talk much. Mostly holding hands for a few seconds and that sort of sweet stuff. :"> Told him that he smells good. He always does! :) Mmmmm, bango. :D He bought some gum and I got a piece. I kept the wrapper. Sentimental value because he bought it. Ayiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeee. :"""> Then he got an SMS from his friend (ngrr, he also comes to school early), he was on his way to the store. We got a few more smacks in before he came. Oohlala. :P
Then I went to Gen's house. I didn't even need to write my name in the log or anything, the guards at the gate pretty much recognize me already! Haha. Parang homeowner lang! :P We studied for our Biology long test, ate breakfast, went to her room, studied more. And we listened to the radio! She told me about this weird dream last night that had something to do with her and her cousins, and Wave 89.1. Yes, the radio station. They were pumping their fists in the air, singing "Wave 89-1! Wave 89-1!" We were laughing really hard. :))))
Then a song came on the radio. Deepside's Booty Music. Which is the song that's usually playing when I'm in Luigi's car! Haha :) I texted him to go out of the room 'cause I wanted to talk to him, and I told him about the song over the radio. He laughed. He's so cute when he laughs. :)
Eventually Angel also came to Gen's house. Well, just the usual talking and eating and Cowhead chocolate milk drinking. Good times, good times. :)
Then at around 12:30, we went back to school for their Envi Sci. I was planning to sit in, not only to be with my friends, but because he was there, too. I decided to stay in the Psych room to study. Uuuuy, nag-aaral! :))) Of course, I sent an SMS to Luigi to let him know where I was. I got an SMS a few minutes earlier from him, telling me where we was. Awwww. Sweet. :">
Because the aircon in the Psych room was busted, I went up to the 5th floor to study. 504 was vacant, so I stayed there. At around 2pm, they had their break (since EnviSci is a 3-hour subject, they have a break). I went with Gen and Angel downstairs. Then they asked me if they could talk to Luigi. Since he was with his friends, I tried to SMS him to come by himself. But he didn't reply. I tried calling and SMS-ing some more, but still. Guess he didn't want his friends to know. Oh well. Understood.
I was planning to sit in the second half of their class, but I thought otherwise. I was anxious of what my friends would talk to Luigi about. So I sat on one of the benches in the 5th floor. Eventually people were coming back up to the 5th floor, him and his friends included. When he passed me, he asked if I was going to sit in, and I said no. He asked why, I told him I just didn't feel like sitting in. In reality I was just anxious.
We were texting throughout, since they were just watching The Eleventh Hour, the movie with Leonardo Di Caprio. He told me that Gen and Angel talked to him already. _____________________________________________________________________________________
Me: what did they say?
Him: if im playing with u.
what else?
i cant explain.
try to.
sila dw ung nagplano tungkol sa atin,hehe
what else?
dba friends mo cla and dey are concerned wid u. ayw nilang pinaglalaruan kta and i said no.
what did you mean when you said no
i don't play on u.
Tell me that when I see you later. Look me in the eyes and tell me like you mean it.
and give me lots of bisous. haha
sure.
haha.ü you're one of a kind, babe. :-****
really? how do u say so?
i don't need to say how i know. i just do. :)
bisous :-****
bisous means wat?
I'll tell you soon enough.ü _____________________________________________________________________________________
When their EnviSci was done, I went to the room to find Gen and Angel. I passed Luigi and his friends along the narrow hallway and I heard one of them say:
"Uuuuy, nag-hintayan sila!"
I didn't notice who said it, but when Luigi and I passed by, all we did was smile.ü When I was in the room already, I called him up and told him to come back to the room. He did, just as my friends and I were going out. I asked them again what they talked about, and they did.
Luigi and I lagged behind to talk. I asked again what they talked about and he told me the same thing. That they (my friends) were concerned and that they were making sure he wasn't playing with me. I could tell he was sincere. And he wanted to know what bisous means. I told him I'd tell him tomorrow. :) I wanted to talk some more but then our friend was hitching a ride home with him. Ngrrr. Our conversation was cut short, and as I watched him go down the stairs, he mouthed a word.
Bukas.
Ah, the promise of tomorrow. I love tomorrow. It's only a day away. :D (Thank you, curly-top Annie. :D)
I slept a bit past 6:30pm so I wasn't able to blog about what happened yesterday, heehee. :D So here's what happened. _______________________________________________________________________________________
My friend Angel and I went t 420 yesterday, around 11:30. She and Gen had agreed on something, and she told me something I needed to know. It was something that would probably break me, but I knew they weren't just doing it to interfere. It was because they were my friends. We only knew each other since last month, but it feels like I've known them for so much longer.
They told me that they were talking to this classmate in a subject they had, and Angel asked if this girl classmate had a boyfriend. She said, almost. And apparently this boy was Luigi.
FUCK. I snapped. I called him up and told him that he go to 420 right that moment. If you were there, you'd have immediately backed away because I really was angry. He was at WMS (the computer shop beside Select, across school) so he didn't have to walk too far.
I was out on the patio/porch/balcony/whatever you call it. I was so angry I realized I was smoking. He sat across me and I just looked at him, glaring. We had a pretty fast conversation, so I'll just put the things I remember.
Me: I know something about you.
Him: Ano? Sabihin mo.
You have a girlfriend, don't you!
Wala! Sinong may sabi? Wala pa akong girlfriend dito sa school!
Someone told me you did.
Sino nga?
I can't say.
Ilan ba nagsabi sayo nyan?
Just one.
O, isa lang pala eh! Sinong paniniwalaan mo, yung isa na yun, o ako??
Paano ba kita paniniwalaan!
Ayoko ng ganito.
And then he left. We were both angry and exasperated. I tried to go after him, but he was gone. I immediately went to the CR where Angel was waiting (I told her to stay in the CR while Luigi and I were talking). I told her what happened, and I ended up bursting into tears. I was hurt and I couldn't hold my emotions. She wiped my tears with a handkerchief, and after a while I went outside to try and call him. He answered, and I told him to come back.
After a few minutes, I called him again to ask where he was. He was at the parking lot behind 420. I peeked out and saw his car. I told Angel to go back to school, I could handle this by myself. There were still tears in my eyes as I went down the stairs to the parking lot. He was revving his car, I could tell he was mad. I went in the shotgun seat, and he noticed I was crying. I had nothing to say to him. But he did.
Oo, inaamin ko na. May nililigawan ako.
I was blank. I didn't know what to think, what to do, what to say.
Pero wala na. Nagtetext sya, binabasa ko, pero di ko nirereplyan. Ibig sabihin nun, wala na.
I was still blank, and I could feel more tears welling up again. I wiped them with the sleeve of my jacket and he saw me do so. He told me to stop crying, but I just looked outside the window.
Yani, 'wag ka na umiyak..
*stares out the window, silently crying*
Smile ka na..
*looks even further away*
Uuuuuy... Ngingiti yan..
*wipes tears*
I sent him an SMS (even though he was right beside me), asking if he really wasn't courting her anymore.
Wala na nga eh.. Ang kulit mo..
I looked at him with teary eyes and asked him..
Wala na talaga?
Wala na nga..
And then he held my chin and kissed me. I couldn't have said anything more. He held my hand and I couldn't have done anything else. Then he asked me something.
Nag-lunch ka na?
Di pa.
Ako rin eh. Pero pupunta kami ng friends ko para kumain for lunch.
Ah, ok..
Ok lang ba?
Mmhmm.
I didn't want the moment to end, so we talked a bit more and kissed a bit more. Haha. Yes, we kissed and made up. ü
AND THEN I SAW IT.
My friends were at the door at the top of the stairs. LOOKING AT US. O_O
OMG OMG OMG. I told Luigi that my friends were already there, and he told me that his friends were waiting for him. So we kissed a bit more (heehee), and eventually I got out of the car and went to my friends. There was a goodbye kiss too, of course. :) I heard his car rev a few times, and then he was gone.
I got to my friends, and of course they asked me what happened. :)
We stayed in 420 to eat turon (haha), and then we went to class.
**Oh, and I saw an old batchmate in 420! We caught up, and he eventually found out about Luigi. Thanks, Gen and Angel and Jied. GRABE. :))))) Haha. Good times, good times.**
Me? I'm just a girl who loves to love and be loved. Lives for the moment. Loves chocolate. Lots and lots of it. :)
I don't go out that much but I make sure I enjoy myself when I do. :)
