..That I won't let go.

These are a bunch of messages that I sent Luigi a few hours ago. With the latter, angry ones.
I don't want to explain the story anymore..

Oh, the blanks contain his surname. Haha.

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6:07pm
i want to know because i do care about you. d ko alm kung nrrmdman mo, but i do genuinely care. cguro un nga un reason bkt aq ngaalala pra sau, ung reason bkt aq gmagwa ng effort n mkausap ka

6:11pm
nvm. i don't think you want to talk anyway.

6:20pm
Sure you will. Like you're going to even consider txting me or calling me. I'm not dumb, Mr. __________. I may be stupid at times, but hell no, I'm not dumb.

6:22pm
You think of me as one big joke, don't you! You're not proving to me anything except that you're just the same as all the other guys. I actually take you seriously. And now I just feel stupid for believing that you'd prove me wrong. I trust you, Mr. __________. But it gets a little harder everyday.

6:25pm
Yes, I am. And I am very much angry to the point of punching the wall. But I won't do that because something tells me I won't be mad at you too long.

6:42pm
I feel stupid but I don't want to let you go.

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Kulang nalang sabihin ko na love ko sya.
But I don't.
Not yet.
He still have to prove that he's just not playing with me.

I'll probably talk to him tomorrow, between before PolGov and after PhilHis.
Wish me luck.