Monday, December 8, 2008

So close yet miles apart. ^_^

The following is an MSN conversation between me and my friend (his IMs are in blue).
Enjoy.ü
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You have just sent a nudge.


Zach says:

haha


Zach just sent you a nudge.


the name's Marianne. says:

hellooooooooo

Zach says:

heyyyyyy.

the name's Marianne. says:

whatchu doin?

Zach says:

oh just downloadin' some music. what about you?

the name's Marianne. says:

checkin my facebook and multiply and blogger

the name's Marianne. says:

whatchu downloading?

Zach says:

ah. B5's In My Bedroom.

the name's Marianne. says:

ooh. what's it about haha XD

Zach says:

XD wellll

Zach says:

i guess he likes to go to sleep. lol

the name's Marianne. says:

ahaha

the name's Marianne. says:

what else have you downloaded recently?

Zach says:

ah let's see. 3oh!3, avant, ludacris, musiq soulchild, panic at the disco, the flaming lips

Zach says:

kanye west

Zach says:

haha

the name's Marianne. says:

any hiphop stuff? haha

the name's Marianne. says:

im so not updated xD

Zach says:

haha. i can update you on any new music, just say the word lol

the name's Marianne. says:

zach


You have just sent a nudge.


You have just sent a nudge.


Zach says:

sorry.


Zach just sent you a nudge.


the name's Marianne. says:

i found out something about him


You have just sent a nudge.


Zach says:

what's wrong..


Zach just sent you a nudge.


the name's Marianne. says:

he still loves his ex a bit

Zach says:

did he tell you this?

the name's Marianne. says:

i asked him through sms if he still loved her

the name's Marianne. says:

he said medyo

the name's Marianne. says:

which means a bit

Zach says:

=S so what does that mean for you two?

the name's Marianne. says:

i don't know

the name's Marianne. says:

i don't want to lose him

the name's Marianne. says:

he even told me not to wait for one person alone, to look for other

the name's Marianne. says:

but i'm not the type who collects

Zach says:

i'm really sorry, marianne. i wish i could fix it.

the name's Marianne. says:

i stick to one

the name's Marianne. says:

i dunno if i love h im

the name's Marianne. says:

but if i do, i'd do whatever it takes to fill the spaces in his heart

the name's Marianne. says:

no matter what it takes

Zach says:

you're an amazing person.

Zach says:

i'm sure.. that things will get better.

the name's Marianne. says:

i might have been a bit too aggressive

the name's Marianne. says:

but it all was in good meaning

the name's Marianne. says:

all i wanted was to let him know how much i care about him

the name's Marianne. says:

Zach says:

don't beat yourself up, m. you're great & you have a very kind soul with a warming heart. things will work out, i promise.

the name's Marianne. says:

i wish i was with you

the name's Marianne. says:

and i wish you were single haha so i could hug you without worry

Zach says:

haha. you can still hug me without worry. -hugs-

Zach says:

just remember. if it's meant to happen. it will. =] and if not, then it won't. but you'll understand why.. sooner or later.

the name's Marianne. says:

i don't understand why guys are so complicated

the name's Marianne. says:

awhile ago when i was with my friend after i found out, i was so angry

the name's Marianne. says:

i went outside school and i smoked a few cigs, all the time complaining on how much of a bitch he was

the name's Marianne. says:

and now here i am, venting to someone i barely know, miles and miles away, confessing how much i miss him

Zach says:

well, i'm glad you can at least vent somewhere, ya know.

Zach says:

i know it's hard. personally..

Zach says:

i mean things made no sense.

Zach says:

for the longest time.

Zach says:

and then one day, i dunno.

Zach says:

i'm sorry on behalf of everyone who isn't going to apologize for hurting you. i wish i could take all of your pain away.

the name's Marianne. says:

i don't know what to feel

Zach says:

i wish then.. that i could take your confusion away.

Zach says:

if i'm annoying, just let me know okay? i don't wanna intrude.

the name's Marianne. says:

no, you're not. you're amazing.

Zach says:

i appreciate it. i think you are, much more. and if i ever do get annoying. let me know. haha.

the name's Marianne. says:

haha alright

the name's Marianne. says:

what time is it there?

Zach says:

ah 5:02 AM.

Zach says:

what time do you have?

the name's Marianne. says:

7:04pm

Zach says:

haha wow. big difference

Zach says:

14 hours or so.

the name's Marianne. says:

haha

the name's Marianne. says:

will you still be online after 2 hrs or so?

Zach says:

of course, i fell asleep at 11, until 2:40, so i should be up for awhile. haha.

the name's Marianne. says:

alright.. my sister will be using this for a while so that's why i asked, haha

the name's Marianne. says:

thank you so much zach. i wish you were single so i could smother you with kisses haha XD that's how much i love you as a brother

Zach says:

hey, anytime marianne. and i wish i was single to let you show me. XD i'll talk to you soon?

the name's Marianne. says:

it's just a few hours, dear. wait for me?

Zach says:

you got my word.

the name's Marianne. says:

i love you (like a brother, although i wish more haha )

Zach says:

hahaa. and i love you. (like a sister, but in the same wishes you have. )

the name's Marianne. says:

you're amazing, z. i'm so lucky to have you.

Zach says:

you're more amazing, m. and i'm very lucky to have you as well.

the name's Marianne. says:

talk to you later. leave me posts on my facebook wall, mmkay? let me know whatever you like.

Zach says:

ha okay. later marianne. =]

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It's surprising how you find a best friend in someone who's practically a world away. :)

2 comments:

no said...

^-^
I read it all again. Haha.

Marianne ü said...

Haha, yeah you did! :P