An Indian summer in the middle of winter. ♥

A second of pain..

..because we did a blood glucose test in BioLab, lancets and all! =)))))))))))))

Me: Uy ate bilangan mo ko ha! Count me down!
Trinna: Sige sige ha.. Hup! *fakes pressing the lancet button, then LAUGHS*
Me: HUWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! O_O
Trinna: *LAUGHS AGAIN* O sige, sige. Eto na. One, two.. *presses lancet button* *LAUGHS*
Me: *jerks hand away after feeling the lancet sting* AAAH!
Gen and Trinna: *LAUGHS*
Me: T_T

LAWLZ. =)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Had lunch at Flaming Wings, then had lunch AGAIN at Angel's house.
Gen and I didn't really mind because we didn't eat breakfast in preparation for the blood glucose test. :D


*****


Okay, let's get a little serious.

Over SMS, I told Kris that I was never really over him.
And it's true.

I told him that I was already okay, but somehow he went back into my life.. and I don't want to lose him again.

He wasn't mad at me (I asked). But he doesn't want me crying again because of him, he feels guilty. And he still remembers that time when I was really mad at him.. This was just last summer.

As stupid as this might seem, I am crying while I type these words.

No, I'm not over him.
No, I don't want to get over him.
No, I don't want to lose him.
No, I don't want to lose him AGAIN.
No, I can't forget him.

And maybe, just maybe.. YES.

I think I still love him. :"(

I don't know if it was by fate or by chance or pure coincidence.. But I was listening to this song while I was SMS-ing him. It said whatever I needed to say to him..

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes

- "Thinking Of You" by Katy Perry

It's a painfully beautiful song. Strongly recommended.

God, I miss him even more. :"(

Oh, won't you walk through
And bust through the door and take me away?
Oh, no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay.

Cuando estoy con él, estoy pensando en ti.
When I'm with him, I am thinking of you.

'Til tomorrow.
♥