Makes me feel all better. :]

Last night, er, real early this morning, I was able to talk to Mike L. again. Yes, the geeky friend. :]

I basically vented out everything about Luigi, how much of a bastard he is, and how I gave almost everythingbut he didn't even seem to care. I was crying for many reasons. I was sad, I was angry, I wanted to destroy something in my rage. I just wanted to damn him to hell.

Whenever I get hurt, it's kind of my defense mechanism to be all aggressive.
But then other people get hurt in the process as well.
HAAAAAAAAAAAAY.

While Mike and I were talking, my friend that I haven't seen in a very long time sent a text message, asking me if I was awake. Of course I replied because I like this guy from quite a while.. :]

Basically he was asking if I was free the next day (or a few hours later, because it was about 12:30am at the time haha), he needed an actress for his video shoot that's due tomorrow. Luckily, I had no exam or class today. LUCKY HIM! :D

So yeah, I said yes.ü

And yeah, the shoot happened. Freakin' hot, really. Shooting in the noon sun.
Lunch was great! Dee-lishuus. :D
Good thing he asked me to bring shades. 8-)

Basically the story is about this teen couple (Jorel and I) who just broke up, and I'm giving all the letters and things that he gave me in a blue box. He opens it, and there are a bunch of letters and some little paper cranes. I leave, he tries to hold me back but I don't let him. I leave, and I get from my pocket a single paper crane that I hold near, and then I walk away.

Sad, really. :(

And so, after more or less 3 hours, we're done.

Right now I'm using Jorel's laptop and taking advantage of Ping's internet.
Blogging about today.

It's nice to know that I'm sitting across him right now. :D

And he's going with me to the event at Southridge this Saturday!
Yes, VALENTINES' DAY.ü

'Til tomorrow.
♥