Time to pick up the pieces.

Thailand was amazing. Words really cannot describe how wonderful the country is. I have completely fallen in love with Bangkok.

However, that is not what's dominating my thoughts right now.
Do forgive me whilst I am wallowing in my melancholy.

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HE'S LEAVING, AND IT MIGHT BE FOR GOOD.
BJ is leaving in a few minutes, and I still can't get over the fact that he's actually leaving..

I texted him a few hours ago, and that's when I found out he was leaving at midnight.

I thought I was over him. But for some reason, when he told me the news, I just froze and started to cry.. And when he said that he might not come back, that's when the tears started to flow, a stream down my cheek as I felt my heart clenching.

I guess I'm not over him after all.. :""(

And I don't have much to say, the feeling is too overwhelming..

But..
I still love you, BJ.

Current Facebook status:
I thought I was already over you, but when you told me awhile ago that you were leaving at midnight for the States, I froze up and cried. And when you said you might not come back, the tears flowed even more. Not even my friends could comfort me that easily.. :"( The only thing I regret is not telling you how much I truly loved you. To be honest.. I still do. Always have, always will. Goodbye, BJV. I'll miss you. ♥

'Til next time.
♥