Oh, bother.

I'm pretty messed up with a lot of things.
Lots of things scurrying through my head.

Time for some THOUGHT VOMIT. HAHA.
Forgive the bad language and cussing. 'Kay.

• I have to highlight and compile all this stuff about adolescence for my report on it with Nap and Nina next week.
• Maybe I should even print out some of my blogs as an illustration of teenage angst. HA.
• It's fuh-reaking cold here, I swear. I don't need electric fans or whatever. I even have my blanket wrapped around me. Lawlz.
• One of my very best friends is seriously stuck in a very hard place. Somehow this year hasn't been starting out in the best way for her.
• I wish I knew what I could do to help.
• Some men (I mean, boys) are just so immature and insensitive. Seriously. It irritates me to know that it's in their system. Them fuckers.
  
• Good men (and not boys) are hard to find.
• Most boys just motherfuckin' get to my nerves. Especially the ones who think they're so hot and popular just because they have the latest stuff or they have a nice car, but have failing grades. No brains, no service. (Ampft parang restaurant ang dating. Pota.)
• Boys usually mistake love with lust. Two different things, people! Get on with it.
• Speaking of lust, boys who pressure girls to have sex with them are just bastards.
  
• I'm just having playdates with other people's pets on Superpoke Pets. Hehe.
• I'm frustrated that I still haven't bought a complete season 1 DVD of Gossip Girl. And of Pushing Daisies, too.
• My MediaMonkey player's on shuffle.
• I just realized that I'm hungry but I'm too lazy to get up from the chair and get myself something to eat.
• Better yet, I'll just drink cold water. That oughta make my tummy feel full.
• I fuckin' need to lose weight already. But the stress is really getting to me.
• But I'm still hungry, damn it.
  
• I want some ice cream. Ben & Jerry's Chocolate Fudge Brownie. YUMMM.

Blah blah blah.
Yak yak yak.
Mye mye mye.
WHATEVER.

Ej hasn't been replying to my SMSs or picking up my calls.. I know he's busy. But I can't help but feel really worried about him.. If you didn't already know, I've loved him since high school. I thought I lost him, but when I saw him again a few months ago I couldn't be happier. I love him, I always have. And I know I always will. I love EJ. I really and truly do.

'Til next time.
♥