'Til forever and a day.

I miss you when something really good happens,
because you're the one I want to share it with.
I miss you when something is troubling me,
because you're the only one who understands me so well.
I miss you when I laugh and cry,
because I know that you're the one who makes
my laughter grow and my tears disappear.
I miss you all the time,
but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night and
think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other
for those were some of the best memorable times of my life.

-- Author Unknown

One of these days, you'll regret it. You shouldn't have let me go.

You shouldn't have.

You were numb, apathetic, nonchalant to me. Sure, you told me so many things. But still. You still couldn't let go of your past to see that something great was unfolding before you.

Barely 2 months. So much has happened, but yet I cared enough. I loved you despite your past, despite your present. But still, you were indifferent. And yet, I loved you enough to keep loving you.

I knew I'd get hurt. I knew that I'd be the one who ends up crying. I knew that this would be the consequences. But still. I knew you enough to love you, beyond comprehension, beyond any other love. I didn't care anymore how complicated our situation was, I wouldn't have traded it for anything else.

Do you know how much I miss you?

Yes, you were numb.
Yes, you were apathetic.
Yes, you were indifferent.
But still.
Still.

I love you.
Unconditionally, absolutely, genuinely, I love you.
Things will never be the same.

You say, you want to walk through life alone.
I say, you will never be alone.
You say, you can't get over your past.
I say, I can help you accept it.
You say, things are just too complicated.
I say, it isn't THAT complicated.
You say, you will never return my feelings.
Well.

I say, I LOVE YOU. And that's all you'll ever need to know.

Sure, we both have our lives to live and people to meet.
But you'll still mean a whole lot to me.
Perhaps you may not feel it, the distance between us is ever-growing.
Though know it, and always remember.
Always remember.

I'll never forget you. 'Til forever and a day.
♥