Shot a video this morning for Still Thinking films.
Who were there? Well.. Myself, Jacque, Mike J., Kevin, JM, Katz, Cassey, Christian, and JC. :D
It was tiring, but FUN.
Christian and Mike had an, ehm, interesting script.
But it worked out well! Adlibbed some stuff that I hope Mike and Christian liked.. HAHA. :D
Jacque and I massacred time (hee) by Photoboothing on her MacBook.
Just being random, really.... O_O
Fun. HAHA. :>
After that, Luigi and I met up so he could say sorry to me for real.. It took a while but I did forgive him, fully. Kissed and made up, really. :"> We drove through McDonald's to get a McFlurry (for him) and a hot fudge sundae (for me). :) Then he dropped me off at the ATC Cinemas, he was also going to pick up his older sister. Awww. :>
Hope it won't be long until he does decide to court me.
I don't love him yet, but I will eventually.. :">
'Til tomorrow.
♥
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Still thinking. :D
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Friday, January 30, 2009
Confunded.
I fell asleep yesterday so I wasn't able to blog. Sorry. :|
Someone told me that Luigi was courting someone. Since he was already in class I just sent him an SMS.
It was true. And I was so angry.
REALLY FUCKIN' ANGRY.
To the point that I warned him to watch his back.
That he'll be fuckin' sorry he ever hurt me.
So almost the whole afternoon I was mad at him.
Long story short?"
I got mad at him.
He wanted me to forgive him.
I told him he had to tell it to my face.
He said he would.
*lots of text messages in between*
and then..
I asked him what I am to him. And he replied:
"ahmmm,a friend hoping someday to be my gf. haha"
SHOCKER MUCH????? O_O
Here's the SMS conversation (or at least what I remember of it):
Me: Seriously.
Luigi: but im not yet ready para ligawan ka. just give me time.
I will. So why me?
What do you mean?
I just want to know. Bakit mo ko liligawan
nkita ko sau ung type na girl na ndi agad sumusuko.
O-kayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Plot twist much? O_o
Luigi: can i tell you something?
Me: I guess.
ang kntatakot ko lng pg nag gf ako,bka mwalan ako ng oras sknya kc ako ung type ng person na lgign busy and u know dat.
I know.
Now I'm really confused.
Oh well.
Time will tell.
'Til tomorrow.
Khun Suchin Hiranyawongkul (haha)
♥
Someone told me that Luigi was courting someone. Since he was already in class I just sent him an SMS.
It was true. And I was so angry.
REALLY FUCKIN' ANGRY.
To the point that I warned him to watch his back.
That he'll be fuckin' sorry he ever hurt me.
So almost the whole afternoon I was mad at him.
Long story short?"
I got mad at him.
He wanted me to forgive him.
I told him he had to tell it to my face.
He said he would.
*lots of text messages in between*
and then..
I asked him what I am to him. And he replied:
"ahmmm,a friend hoping someday to be my gf. haha"
SHOCKER MUCH????? O_O
Here's the SMS conversation (or at least what I remember of it):
Me: Seriously.
Luigi: but im not yet ready para ligawan ka. just give me time.
I will. So why me?
What do you mean?
I just want to know. Bakit mo ko liligawan
nkita ko sau ung type na girl na ndi agad sumusuko.
O-kayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Plot twist much? O_o
Luigi: can i tell you something?
Me: I guess.
ang kntatakot ko lng pg nag gf ako,bka mwalan ako ng oras sknya kc ako ung type ng person na lgign busy and u know dat.
I know.
Now I'm really confused.
Oh well.
Time will tell.
'Til tomorrow.
Khun Suchin Hiranyawongkul (haha)
♥
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Personal a________.
Okay.
During my 1230-330 break, I hung out with my good friend Michael Jianoran. :D He had to shoot footage for the IB marketing video thing, so I decided to tag along and help out.
Sir Andre thought that I was his girlfriend. O_O
OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
Anyway. Yeah, so we had to get some people to say one of the qualities in the IB learner profile. My task was to check the words that were already done, and make sure it was quiet enough for the student's voice to be caught on the video. Got to meet some IB1. Fun bunch, really. And one of them was actually my batchmate in the Elizalde campus of Southville.. Prep, if I'm not mistaken? :D
I felt what it was like to be a personal assistant.
Or personal alalay.
Or personal alipin.
Although I just prefer assistant. I wasn't treated like a slave or anything. :D
I leave you with a little yellow ducky. CUUUTE. :>
'Til tomorrow.
Khun Suchin Hiranyawongkul (haha)
♥
During my 1230-330 break, I hung out with my good friend Michael Jianoran. :D He had to shoot footage for the IB marketing video thing, so I decided to tag along and help out.
Sir Andre thought that I was his girlfriend. O_O
OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
Anyway. Yeah, so we had to get some people to say one of the qualities in the IB learner profile. My task was to check the words that were already done, and make sure it was quiet enough for the student's voice to be caught on the video. Got to meet some IB1. Fun bunch, really. And one of them was actually my batchmate in the Elizalde campus of Southville.. Prep, if I'm not mistaken? :D
I felt what it was like to be a personal assistant.
Or personal alalay.
Or personal alipin.
Although I just prefer assistant. I wasn't treated like a slave or anything. :D
I leave you with a little yellow ducky. CUUUTE. :>

Khun Suchin Hiranyawongkul (haha)
♥
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
School. Yuck. :)))
Just finished finalizing my Powerpoint presentation for our report in Dev Psych tomorrow.
PSYCHOSOCIAL DEVELOPMENT IN ADOLESCENTS. :D
And I just finished my handout on cardiovascular diseases.
Anyway.
Now I'm just trying to relax. The usual Facebook, Multiply. Aside form that, I'm downloading Blair pictures. She is so pretty. Leighton Meester is WOW! :D Both Toni and Cid say that I look like her, and that Blair would suit me for the "photoshoot" thingy that I mentioned in my last blogpost. ;P
Pailin (Toni) sent me a picture..
PSYCHOSOCIAL DEVELOPMENT IN ADOLESCENTS. :D
And I just finished my handout on cardiovascular diseases.
Anyway.
Now I'm just trying to relax. The usual Facebook, Multiply. Aside form that, I'm downloading Blair pictures. She is so pretty. Leighton Meester is WOW! :D Both Toni and Cid say that I look like her, and that Blair would suit me for the "photoshoot" thingy that I mentioned in my last blogpost. ;P
Pailin (Toni) sent me a picture..
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Monday, January 26, 2009
Since we haven't been together for a while..
Cid, Toni, and I are planning to have a "photoshoot", just the three of us.
The theme is TV characters.
Toni's still not sure who to be.
Cid's going to be Rory Gilmore from Gilmore Girls.
And me? I'm going to be that one character that they both agree, suit me.
The theme is TV characters.
Toni's still not sure who to be.
Cid's going to be Rory Gilmore from Gilmore Girls.
And me? I'm going to be that one character that they both agree, suit me.
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Sunday, January 25, 2009
Suchin rak Pitch.. :)
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Playin' the field. LAWLZ. :D
Today I went to De La Salle Santiago Zobel, around 11am.
Why, you ask?
Because I wanted to see Darren. :]
I wasn't really expecting much, just that he was tall and had a British accent (so cute haha). He was coaching for the Nomads in that football fiesta in Zobel. He was pretty loud, I could hear him from several feet away. :)) It felt a bit awkward since it was the first time we really saw each other, but it was a nice kind of awkward.. :)
There was this one instance when he sat down to finish his lunch (spaghetti, aww! ü) and I sat down beside him. We were talking about really simple and random things, like how he says he's a sexy dancer. LAWLZ. Well, THAT I'd like to see. :)) I actually saw him do a few moves. XD He even looked at the ants scurrying along a wall.
It was then that I realized how cute Darren is.
He has really pretty brown eyes..ü
In the end, the Nomads won Champions for their division. Congratulations, guys! Y'all did great! *hugs*
And congrats to you too, Darren. :)
Haha. Kiligness, much? He is just so cuuuuuuuuuute.
I miss playin' football. And I miss him already. :">
'Til tomorrow.
♥
Why, you ask?
Because I wanted to see Darren. :]
I wasn't really expecting much, just that he was tall and had a British accent (so cute haha). He was coaching for the Nomads in that football fiesta in Zobel. He was pretty loud, I could hear him from several feet away. :)) It felt a bit awkward since it was the first time we really saw each other, but it was a nice kind of awkward.. :)
There was this one instance when he sat down to finish his lunch (spaghetti, aww! ü) and I sat down beside him. We were talking about really simple and random things, like how he says he's a sexy dancer. LAWLZ. Well, THAT I'd like to see. :)) I actually saw him do a few moves. XD He even looked at the ants scurrying along a wall.
It was then that I realized how cute Darren is.
He has really pretty brown eyes..ü
In the end, the Nomads won Champions for their division. Congratulations, guys! Y'all did great! *hugs*
And congrats to you too, Darren. :)
Haha. Kiligness, much? He is just so cuuuuuuuuuute.
I miss playin' football. And I miss him already. :">
'Til tomorrow.
♥
Friday, January 23, 2009
Of formalin and mint chocolate cookies.
I only had one class today - BioLab.
And.. We separated the skin and identified the different muscles!!! :D
I was the "surgeon" for my group, and Gen and Ate Trinna were my assistants.
(Oh Gen, happy birthday. :D)
We got Caroline (our frog that we preserved Tuesday, LAWLZ) and washed her and gave her a little bath. :D
Basically here's the cuts that I had to make using the surgical scissors:
Then, using the scalpel, I had to remove the skin.
I actually LIKED this part, it was pretty fun. :D
It was hard to remove the skin from the fingers and toes, though. It took longer than we thought. It was at this part in the activity that my nose started to hurt and my eyes began to tear up because of the formalin. It's a really bad feeling, trust me. Even with the mask and goggles, it hurts. I even had a hard time breathing. (when I was a kid I almost got asthma, it was treated and now it manifests itself as an allergy)
OH WELL.
We finished skinning the frog, then we used the colored pins to identify the different muscles according to the diagram that Ms. Avi gave us. When we were done we had to show our pinned frog to her and identify which pin is the muscle she would say.
2 mistakes, yeah yuh! :D Ahlaveeeeet. :D
I took pictures of Ms. Avi's stuffed frog, Marie. She's poseable and totally cute! :>


____________________________________________________________________
Ate Trinna gave me a small pack of these Keebler cookies: Fudge Shoppe Grasshopper Fudge Dipped Mint Cookies. I opened a pack and I took a cookie and popped it in my mouth..
IT WAS DELICIOUS. SRSLY.
'Til tomorrow.
♥
And.. We separated the skin and identified the different muscles!!! :D
I was the "surgeon" for my group, and Gen and Ate Trinna were my assistants.
(Oh Gen, happy birthday. :D)
We got Caroline (our frog that we preserved Tuesday, LAWLZ) and washed her and gave her a little bath. :D
Basically here's the cuts that I had to make using the surgical scissors:
- Lift the skin at the neck, make a small cut
- Make a sagittal cut from the snout down to the anus
- Make a transverse cut from snout to shoulder (forelimb)
- Make a transverse cut from anus to hindlimb (proximal leg)
- Make a frontal cut from forelimbs all the way to digits
- Make a frontal cut from hindlimbs all the way to digits
Then, using the scalpel, I had to remove the skin.
I actually LIKED this part, it was pretty fun. :D
It was hard to remove the skin from the fingers and toes, though. It took longer than we thought. It was at this part in the activity that my nose started to hurt and my eyes began to tear up because of the formalin. It's a really bad feeling, trust me. Even with the mask and goggles, it hurts. I even had a hard time breathing. (when I was a kid I almost got asthma, it was treated and now it manifests itself as an allergy)
OH WELL.
We finished skinning the frog, then we used the colored pins to identify the different muscles according to the diagram that Ms. Avi gave us. When we were done we had to show our pinned frog to her and identify which pin is the muscle she would say.
2 mistakes, yeah yuh! :D Ahlaveeeeet. :D
I took pictures of Ms. Avi's stuffed frog, Marie. She's poseable and totally cute! :>


____________________________________________________________________
Ate Trinna gave me a small pack of these Keebler cookies: Fudge Shoppe Grasshopper Fudge Dipped Mint Cookies. I opened a pack and I took a cookie and popped it in my mouth..
IT WAS DELICIOUS. SRSLY.
'Til tomorrow.
♥
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Kiligness. HEE. :">
Phil G. is so haaaaaaaaaaawt. I SWEAR. :D
I just had to say it. :P
Today was pretty plain..
But when I went to my afternoon BioLec class, it was very much the highlight of my day. :] Lawrence and Mon reported on the muscular system. Hee. And of course Lawrence was the example.
And GAWD, the man's hot. :))))))))))
Seriously! :D *droooooool*
And I got a small pack of Hershey's Kisses (the creamy kind :D) for winning one of the rounds in the recitation game. Thanks, Tita Rory! And thanks, Lawrence for letting my touch your lower jaw muscle. =)))))))))))))
To think that Sir Albert was there the whole class. :D
LAWL-ness. :D
'Til tomorrow.
♥
I just had to say it. :P
Today was pretty plain..
But when I went to my afternoon BioLec class, it was very much the highlight of my day. :] Lawrence and Mon reported on the muscular system. Hee. And of course Lawrence was the example.
And GAWD, the man's hot. :))))))))))
Seriously! :D *droooooool*
And I got a small pack of Hershey's Kisses (the creamy kind :D) for winning one of the rounds in the recitation game. Thanks, Tita Rory! And thanks, Lawrence for letting my touch your lower jaw muscle. =)))))))))))))
To think that Sir Albert was there the whole class. :D
LAWL-ness. :D
'Til tomorrow.
♥
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Fuckin' a. HEH.
So here I am at school. I cut my 1230-2 class because I forgot to bring our workbook, and the prof said she wouldn't let people without the book go to class. And now I'm in the lib.
We had our report earlier in Dev Psych. It was blah. I keep forgetting to bring a laptop, dammit. Oh well. We're doing part 3 of our report on adolescence next Monday. It's going to be about the psychosocial development of adolescents. Wheeeeee. :D And if there's a part about teenage angst and that kind of shit, then I'll probably give the link to this blog. HAHA. :
I'm bored. SO FUCKIN' BORED.
Vent vent vent.
Bitch bitch bitch.
Blah blah blah.
Yak yak yak.
WHATEVER.
Luigi's being difficult but I do understand him a little better now. He wants to be free, and not tied down to a relationship. Okay, I respect that. At least he's still single. LAWLZ. :))))
I miss Cheskurrrrr. HEE. :>
Called Darren up this morning during my break between DevPsych and Theories. (Ches, I know I'm a hoe XD). He sounds so cute when he speaks in Tagalog because he still has that very strong British accent. Awwwww. :> Hyperactive Darren. Cute. :]
We had our report earlier in Dev Psych. It was blah. I keep forgetting to bring a laptop, dammit. Oh well. We're doing part 3 of our report on adolescence next Monday. It's going to be about the psychosocial development of adolescents. Wheeeeee. :D And if there's a part about teenage angst and that kind of shit, then I'll probably give the link to this blog. HAHA. :
I'm bored. SO FUCKIN' BORED.
Vent vent vent.
Bitch bitch bitch.
Blah blah blah.
Yak yak yak.
WHATEVER.
Luigi's being difficult but I do understand him a little better now. He wants to be free, and not tied down to a relationship. Okay, I respect that. At least he's still single. LAWLZ. :))))
I miss Cheskurrrrr. HEE. :>
Called Darren up this morning during my break between DevPsych and Theories. (Ches, I know I'm a hoe XD). He sounds so cute when he speaks in Tagalog because he still has that very strong British accent. Awwwww. :> Hyperactive Darren. Cute. :]
It's PHIL G.'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!!
Happy 22nd, babe.ü
(Yes Cheska, I'm a HOE HOE. =)))))))))) Lawlz XD)
Happy 22nd, babe.ü
(Yes Cheska, I'm a HOE HOE. =)))))))))) Lawlz XD)
And now I'm still bored. Haha.
Anyway. I'm off to read Highschool of the Dead on onemanga.com.
Gory entertainment, hurrah!!! :D
'Til tomorrow.(because I feel motivated to blog daily again, yay!)
♥
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
OUCH!!!!!!!!!!! O_O
Yesterday I went to the orthodontist for my monthly appointment. They put a lower molar ring on, well, my lower molar. Dr. Africa (the ortho) tried a few different sizes after finding one that fit. DISCOMFORT MUCH?? O_O
And the ring was pretty fuckin' tight, I swear.
When I woke up today and rolled on my side, my face hit the pillow and..
OUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! O_O
My entire lower jaw was in PAIN.
Not just my molar where the ring was put.
THE WHOLE LOWER JAW.
MY POOR MANDIBLE!! :(((((
I had oatmeal for breakfast.
Arroz caldo and some pasta for lunch.
And for dinner? I had some chicken and rice.
Sure, I ate.
But since my jaw was terribly hurting I couldn't masticate my food properly. And I cut my food into little pieces so I could just swallow it. Eeh.
This afternoon at Bio we had reporting from Tita Rory and Mon. They had a game, and we received chocolate for prizes.
I got a medium-sized block of Cadbury Fruit and Nut.
BUT I CAN'T EAT IIIIIIIIIIIIT BECAUSE MY MANDIBLE HUUUUUUUUUURTS! :((((((((((((
Oh well.
Doesn't really help that I also had my monthly visitor today. O_O
Hope it gets better tomorrow.
'Til next time.
♥
And the ring was pretty fuckin' tight, I swear.
When I woke up today and rolled on my side, my face hit the pillow and..
OUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! O_O
My entire lower jaw was in PAIN.
Not just my molar where the ring was put.
THE WHOLE LOWER JAW.
MY POOR MANDIBLE!! :(((((
I had oatmeal for breakfast.
Arroz caldo and some pasta for lunch.
And for dinner? I had some chicken and rice.
Sure, I ate.
But since my jaw was terribly hurting I couldn't masticate my food properly. And I cut my food into little pieces so I could just swallow it. Eeh.
This afternoon at Bio we had reporting from Tita Rory and Mon. They had a game, and we received chocolate for prizes.
I got a medium-sized block of Cadbury Fruit and Nut.
BUT I CAN'T EAT IIIIIIIIIIIIT BECAUSE MY MANDIBLE HUUUUUUUUUURTS! :((((((((((((
Oh well.
Doesn't really help that I also had my monthly visitor today. O_O
Hope it gets better tomorrow.
'Til next time.
♥
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Distractions.
It's been pretty rough for me these past few days. Had my heart broken by someone who I thought loved me back. It hurts. And to think I loved him for almost 2-3 years..
Tried to contact another person I loved (but couldn't love me back). If you were a reader of my blog from the very beginning, you know who he is. And to be honest, I still do love him until now. He did reply to one of my SMS, saying that he could be my "big brother" (because I have no biological brother, haha), and nothing more. I was hoping that things could get back to how they were, but of course this time around I know I can't have him. Ah, I miss him.
Watched a movie with my family today, Bedtime Stories. Cute. :> I LOVE BUGSY! Heehee. I want a Bugsy. :D
I miss hanging out with Cheska alreadyyyyyy. Hee. She's been there for me all this time, and I owe so much to her. Apparently she's gonna set me up on a blind date. O-kayyyyyyyy. Thanks, mum! Love you.ü
I seriously have to hang out with Cid and the gang soon. Lately we've drifted a bit apart because of her boyfriend/whatever. I seriously don't like him. He has bad vibes all over him. I don't like it. I have a terrible feeling that he's just going to hurt her again.
I just finished my DevPsych report on adolescence. Fucking long, dammit.
And the Powerpoint, too.
ONE PROBLEM.
I still have to do another one for part 2.
SHIT.
Oh well.
'Til next time.
♥
Tried to contact another person I loved (but couldn't love me back). If you were a reader of my blog from the very beginning, you know who he is. And to be honest, I still do love him until now. He did reply to one of my SMS, saying that he could be my "big brother" (because I have no biological brother, haha), and nothing more. I was hoping that things could get back to how they were, but of course this time around I know I can't have him. Ah, I miss him.
Watched a movie with my family today, Bedtime Stories. Cute. :> I LOVE BUGSY! Heehee. I want a Bugsy. :D
I miss hanging out with Cheska alreadyyyyyy. Hee. She's been there for me all this time, and I owe so much to her. Apparently she's gonna set me up on a blind date. O-kayyyyyyyy. Thanks, mum! Love you.ü
I seriously have to hang out with Cid and the gang soon. Lately we've drifted a bit apart because of her boyfriend/whatever. I seriously don't like him. He has bad vibes all over him. I don't like it. I have a terrible feeling that he's just going to hurt her again.
I just finished my DevPsych report on adolescence. Fucking long, dammit.
And the Powerpoint, too.
ONE PROBLEM.
I still have to do another one for part 2.
SHIT.
Oh well.
'Til next time.
♥
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Friday, January 16, 2009
And all the world comes crashing down.
He said it was over. As in gone.
Even when you give your love to them and promise that you'll love them no matter what, they turn around and leave you in the dust. They'll crush your heart and leave it all squashed and broken.
They don't fucking know the difference between love and lust. Them whores.
And us girls? We're still stupid enough to love again anyway.
Love makes even the most intelligent girls stupid.
My best friend Cheska once said:
"The world would have been a better place without boys. It would have been better if everyone were gay. Have you ever heard of an unhappy gay couple? Gay means two things: fag, and HAPPY. See? Those two things go together like peanut butter and jelly."
I only have one last thing to say.
BOYS ARE SUCH BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>:((((((
Even when you give your love to them and promise that you'll love them no matter what, they turn around and leave you in the dust. They'll crush your heart and leave it all squashed and broken.
They don't fucking know the difference between love and lust. Them whores.
And us girls? We're still stupid enough to love again anyway.
Love makes even the most intelligent girls stupid.
BOYS ARE STUPID BOYS ARE BITCHES BOYS ARE BWISIT BOYS ARE MOTHERFUCKERS BOYS ARE IDIOTS BOYS ARE MORONS BOYS ARE JERKS BOYS ARE BACKSTABBERS BOYS ARE DICKHEADS BOYS ARE PAINS IN THE ASS BOYS ARE REALLY STUPID BOYS ARE ABSOLUTELY STUPID BOYS ARE WHORES BOYS ARE SLUTS BOYS ARE POKPOKS BOYS ARE CHEAP BOYS ARE EASY BOYS ONLY HAVE TWO THINGS ON THEIR MINDS WHICH ARE SEX AND CARS BOYS ARE SO STUPID THEY PUT BLONDE GIRLS TO SHAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SUCK MY DUCK, MOTHERFUCKING BOYS!!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
*GRABS A GATTLING GUN AND A HELL OF A LOT OF AMMO AND STARTS SHOOTING DOWN THOSE FILTHY MANGY TWATS WE CALL BOYS*
SUCK MY DUCK, MOTHERFUCKING BOYS!!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
*GRABS A GATTLING GUN AND A HELL OF A LOT OF AMMO AND STARTS SHOOTING DOWN THOSE FILTHY MANGY TWATS WE CALL BOYS*
My best friend Cheska once said:
"The world would have been a better place without boys. It would have been better if everyone were gay. Have you ever heard of an unhappy gay couple? Gay means two things: fag, and HAPPY. See? Those two things go together like peanut butter and jelly."
I only have one last thing to say.
This world needs MEN.
It already has too many boys.
Have a nice day. NAAAAAAAAAAAAT. :D
'Til next time.
♥
It already has too many boys.
Have a nice day. NAAAAAAAAAAAAT. :D
'Til next time.
♥
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Don't wanna wake up alone anymore.
I haven't heard from EJ all week and it's really bothering me.. I am so worried about him. :"(
I miss him.
I miss the way he fiddles with his cap.
I miss the way he fiddles with his Skullcandy headphones.
I miss the way he tells me that people are staring at his shoes.
I miss the way we hold hands then let go, then hold hands again.
I miss the way it feels when he holds me close.
I miss the way he brushes a lock of hair away from my face.
I miss the way he looks at me.
I miss the way feels in my arms.
I miss the hurried kisses.
I miss the 12-4 talks.
I miss it when he calls me booboo.
I miss it when he tells me that I'm special to him.
I miss it when he told me I made him cry.
I miss it when he says all his problems to me.
I miss him.
And I love him.
God only knows how much.
'Til next time.
♥
I miss him.
I miss the way he fiddles with his cap.
I miss the way he fiddles with his Skullcandy headphones.
I miss the way he tells me that people are staring at his shoes.
I miss the way we hold hands then let go, then hold hands again.
I miss the way it feels when he holds me close.
I miss the way he brushes a lock of hair away from my face.
I miss the way he looks at me.
I miss the way feels in my arms.
I miss the hurried kisses.
I miss the 12-4 talks.
I miss it when he calls me booboo.
I miss it when he tells me that I'm special to him.
I miss it when he told me I made him cry.
I miss it when he says all his problems to me.
I miss him.
And I love him.
God only knows how much.
'Til next time.
♥
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Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Oh, bother.
I'm pretty messed up with a lot of things.
Lots of things scurrying through my head.
Time for some THOUGHT VOMIT. HAHA.
Forgive the bad language and cussing. 'Kay.
Yak yak yak.
Mye mye mye.
WHATEVER.
Ej hasn't been replying to my SMSs or picking up my calls.. I know he's busy. But I can't help but feel really worried about him.. If you didn't already know, I've loved him since high school. I thought I lost him, but when I saw him again a few months ago I couldn't be happier. I love him, I always have. And I know I always will. I love EJ. I really and truly do.
'Til next time.
♥
Lots of things scurrying through my head.
Time for some THOUGHT VOMIT. HAHA.
Forgive the bad language and cussing. 'Kay.
- I have to highlight and compile all this stuff about adolescence for my report on it with Nap and Nina next week.
- Maybe I should even print out some of my blogs as an illustration of teenage angst. HA.
- It's fuh-reaking cold here, I swear. I don't need electric fans or whatever. I even have my blanket wrapped around me. Lawlz.
- One of my very best friends is seriously stuck in a very hard place. Somehow this year hasn't been starting out in the best way for her.
- I wish I knew what I could do to help.
- Some men (I mean, boys) are just so immature and insensitive. Seriously. It irritates me to know that it's in their system. Them fuckers.
- Good men (and not boys) are hard to find.
- Most boys just motherfuckin' get to my nerves. Especially the ones who think they're so hot and popular just because they have the latest stuff or they have a nice car, but have failing grades. No brains, no service. (Ampft parang restaurant ang dating. Pota.)
- Boys usually mistake love with lust. Two different things, people! Get on with it.
- Speaking of lust, boys who pressure girls to have sex with them are just bastards.
- I'm just having playdates with other people's pets on Superpoke Pets. Hehe.
- I'm frustrated that I still haven't bought a complete season 1 DVD of Gossip Girl. And of Pushing Daisies, too.
- My MediaMonkey player's on shuffle.
- I just realized that I'm hungry but I'm too lazy to get up from the chair and get myself something to eat.
- Better yet, I'll just drink cold water. That oughta make my tummy feel full.
- I fuckin' need to lose weight already. But the stress is really getting to me.
- But I'm still hungry, damn it.
- I want some ice cream. Ben & Jerry's Chocolate Fudge Brownie. YUMMM.
Yak yak yak.
Mye mye mye.
WHATEVER.
Ej hasn't been replying to my SMSs or picking up my calls.. I know he's busy. But I can't help but feel really worried about him.. If you didn't already know, I've loved him since high school. I thought I lost him, but when I saw him again a few months ago I couldn't be happier. I love him, I always have. And I know I always will. I love EJ. I really and truly do.
'Til next time.
♥
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Saturday, January 10, 2009
Together in electric dreams. :>
Yes, I'm listening to that song on Cheska's Limewire right now.
Did I mention I'm at Cheska's house? :D
Hee. :">
I miss EJ. For sure his NSTP would be done by now.. Hope he can go to Town later or something.
Cheska's doing her NTROPSY homework. She survived her first week at La Salle and already she has a pile of homework to finish. FAIL. =))))))))))
I arrived at her house yesterday at around 1pm. I put down my stuff and had lunch with her family. After a while Cheska, her parents, and I went to Festival Mall to bring Cheska's mom for work. The 3 of them also had dental appointments so yeah. Hehe. Cheska was up first so I went in, she was kinda traumatized with having her teeth cleaned from before, but it turned out pretty okay now. I even took pictures. Haha. :D
After that we went to National Bookstore for her to buy some school supplies; she's prolly their best customer. =)))))) I took pictures of markers and highlighters with really trippy colors. Hee. :D Fun fun fun. I was craving some Dairy Queen so I went and bought myself a DQ sandwich. (Cheska couldn't exactly eat because her teeth were still clean. HAHA.) We went to Savemore supermarket to find a hairbrush that Cheska wanted to buy. We couldn't find any so we sat down at the nearby food stalls and bought some food. She brought out these blue oil-absorbing sheets and when I wiped one side of my face I was absolutely mortified when I saw just how much there was. She even took a picture of my expression:

What a priceless picture. O_O
That is a very real expression, no shit.
Cheska couldn't stop laughing. (You slut. =))))))))) Lawlz.)
We went around Festi after that and even played a few games of Dance Dance Revolution. It was really weird because a number of people were watching. O_O We took lots of pictures of course.ü
We went back to Healthway and saw that it was Cheska's dad's turn for the dentist. Turns out he was having a root canal surgery (the first of 3 sessions, omfg T_T). Soooooo we went out again and just went around.
After a while her mom was done with work (she's a doctor at Healthway Clinic in Festival Mall), she went to Starbucks with Ches' dad. Well.. Since we didn't have much to do, Cheska and I decided to eat yet again and we ended up at Dairy Queen. I helped myself to another DQ sandwich (it's soooooooo good I swear), and she had one too. More pictures were taken. :D
Her parents came back to Starbucks (they bought something at National Bookstore) and then we went back home (haha it's my second home now! :D). We had pizza for dinner and Bambina (their dog) was waiting near Cheska's mom to be fed. Apparently she (Cheska's mom) cannot resist Bina's super cute begging eyes. She then showed me a trick on how they feed Bina with pizza crust. You put an end on your mouth, then Bina gets it with her mouth too. She (Bina) will even make sure that she doesn't even touch your lips. HEE. :> I tried it for myself, I was a little nervous because Bina was really close, but it was sooooo cute. :)
After dinner Cheska and I went back to her room. We opened Limewire and started going insane over 90s pop songs. Yes. We still love the Backstreet Boys, Nsync, and our ultimate fave, BRITNEY! :D
I then decided to download some 80s music. Just because.
It's super fun, really.
Trippy but really good music. :]
I even decided to "dress up" a bit as a frustrated 80s kid. HAHA. Like I actually know anything about the decade. OH WELL. I can try. :)))))))))))))
When it was about 11:30pm we decided to call our respective, ehm, loved ones. :D She called her boyfriend/husband Ariel (my daddy, haha; because I call Cheska mum :]) and I called up EJ. Heehee. :">
I miss EJ. :]
At around 2am, Ches and I were hungry. (We're pigs, we know. Sarreh.) We ate some heated leftover pizza. After a while we heard Bina scratching on the door, she wanted to be walked downstairs to go wee-wee. So we did. It was windy and cold and ohmygoodness. LAWLZ. When we were done we went back upstairs and watched Blades of Glory on Cheska's portable DVD player. So gay but so funny. Haha. XD
And of course, lots more pictures were taken. Hee. :>
I went to sleep at about 3:40am, and Ches finally went to sleep at around 4:30am.
This morning I woke up at around 9:30am, while Ches woke up at around 10am.
Watched Ice Age 2 over breakfast. :D
Went back to the room and blew bubbles while Ches was on the computer.
She went to do her homework and I went online, checking on my Facebook and Multiply accounts.
And now here I am, typing. Heehee. :">
And of course we took a whole lotta pictures. :D
Awhile ago I made fun of myself again by portraying a geek/nerd/dork. Funny. =))))))))))))
Did I mention I'm at Cheska's house? :D
Hee. :">
I miss EJ. For sure his NSTP would be done by now.. Hope he can go to Town later or something.
Cheska's doing her NTROPSY homework. She survived her first week at La Salle and already she has a pile of homework to finish. FAIL. =))))))))))
I arrived at her house yesterday at around 1pm. I put down my stuff and had lunch with her family. After a while Cheska, her parents, and I went to Festival Mall to bring Cheska's mom for work. The 3 of them also had dental appointments so yeah. Hehe. Cheska was up first so I went in, she was kinda traumatized with having her teeth cleaned from before, but it turned out pretty okay now. I even took pictures. Haha. :D
After that we went to National Bookstore for her to buy some school supplies; she's prolly their best customer. =)))))) I took pictures of markers and highlighters with really trippy colors. Hee. :D Fun fun fun. I was craving some Dairy Queen so I went and bought myself a DQ sandwich. (Cheska couldn't exactly eat because her teeth were still clean. HAHA.) We went to Savemore supermarket to find a hairbrush that Cheska wanted to buy. We couldn't find any so we sat down at the nearby food stalls and bought some food. She brought out these blue oil-absorbing sheets and when I wiped one side of my face I was absolutely mortified when I saw just how much there was. She even took a picture of my expression:
What a priceless picture. O_O
That is a very real expression, no shit.
Cheska couldn't stop laughing. (You slut. =))))))))) Lawlz.)
We went back to Healthway and saw that it was Cheska's dad's turn for the dentist. Turns out he was having a root canal surgery (the first of 3 sessions, omfg T_T). Soooooo we went out again and just went around.
After a while her mom was done with work (she's a doctor at Healthway Clinic in Festival Mall), she went to Starbucks with Ches' dad. Well.. Since we didn't have much to do, Cheska and I decided to eat yet again and we ended up at Dairy Queen. I helped myself to another DQ sandwich (it's soooooooo good I swear), and she had one too. More pictures were taken. :D
Her parents came back to Starbucks (they bought something at National Bookstore) and then we went back home (haha it's my second home now! :D). We had pizza for dinner and Bambina (their dog) was waiting near Cheska's mom to be fed. Apparently she (Cheska's mom) cannot resist Bina's super cute begging eyes. She then showed me a trick on how they feed Bina with pizza crust. You put an end on your mouth, then Bina gets it with her mouth too. She (Bina) will even make sure that she doesn't even touch your lips. HEE. :> I tried it for myself, I was a little nervous because Bina was really close, but it was sooooo cute. :)
After dinner Cheska and I went back to her room. We opened Limewire and started going insane over 90s pop songs. Yes. We still love the Backstreet Boys, Nsync, and our ultimate fave, BRITNEY! :D
I then decided to download some 80s music. Just because.
It's super fun, really.
Trippy but really good music. :]
I even decided to "dress up" a bit as a frustrated 80s kid. HAHA. Like I actually know anything about the decade. OH WELL. I can try. :)))))))))))))
When it was about 11:30pm we decided to call our respective, ehm, loved ones. :D She called her boyfriend/husband Ariel (my daddy, haha; because I call Cheska mum :]) and I called up EJ. Heehee. :">
I miss EJ. :]
At around 2am, Ches and I were hungry. (We're pigs, we know. Sarreh.) We ate some heated leftover pizza. After a while we heard Bina scratching on the door, she wanted to be walked downstairs to go wee-wee. So we did. It was windy and cold and ohmygoodness. LAWLZ. When we were done we went back upstairs and watched Blades of Glory on Cheska's portable DVD player. So gay but so funny. Haha. XD
And of course, lots more pictures were taken. Hee. :>
I went to sleep at about 3:40am, and Ches finally went to sleep at around 4:30am.
This morning I woke up at around 9:30am, while Ches woke up at around 10am.
Watched Ice Age 2 over breakfast. :D
Went back to the room and blew bubbles while Ches was on the computer.
She went to do her homework and I went online, checking on my Facebook and Multiply accounts.
And now here I am, typing. Heehee. :">
And of course we took a whole lotta pictures. :D
Awhile ago I made fun of myself again by portraying a geek/nerd/dork. Funny. =))))))))))))
Thursday, January 8, 2009
It feels like heaven when we touch.
I am just going to start rambling abotu random things. Hee. :">
I was at Cheska's house last Tuesday. It's pretty amazing how we are so much alike. I mean, we are about the same clothes and foot size (I was able to borrow her shirt and flip-flops, ahihi), we're roughly the same height, we like the same food at Cafe Breton, we like the same Dunkin' Donuts munchkin flavors, we both like late 90s pop music.. Damn, I do call her "mum" because our group of friends is like family. But Cheska and I are beginning to think that maybe, one way or another, we really are related!ü Another time I was at her house and I put on some of Cheska's stuff and said hi to her parents. Apparently, for, a split second, they thought I was her! LAWLZ. =)))))))) And when we were going to walk Bambina (their dog) out downstairs, the service elevator operator asked if I was Cheska's sister.. Wheeeeeeeee! :D
And I'm sleeping over at her place tomorrow! YEAH-HEY!ü
Today was pretty plain. I went to school. Went to Gym3 for P.E. class. Since there were only 3 of us who had the P.E. uniform, Sir Gerry just dismissed us anyway after checking attendance. Thanks, sir. O_O
Luigi was a pain in the ass last night. We were SMS-ing each other, and he told me he almost had a girlfriend. To think he even promised my friends that he wouldn't hurt me, the sick bastard! The tears really started to flow.. But after a while he told me he was just kidding! THE FUCKIN' BASTARD!!! Well. I told him that I cut myself and even punched the wall. Sucker.
But then again we fixed things awhile ago. Stupid of me, I know. Now I'm really confused.. :(
Biology prelim exam: 66/75. 94%, yeah-yuh!!! :D
I really really miss EJ already.. I hope he's alright. :(
'Til next time.
♥
I was at Cheska's house last Tuesday. It's pretty amazing how we are so much alike. I mean, we are about the same clothes and foot size (I was able to borrow her shirt and flip-flops, ahihi), we're roughly the same height, we like the same food at Cafe Breton, we like the same Dunkin' Donuts munchkin flavors, we both like late 90s pop music.. Damn, I do call her "mum" because our group of friends is like family. But Cheska and I are beginning to think that maybe, one way or another, we really are related!ü Another time I was at her house and I put on some of Cheska's stuff and said hi to her parents. Apparently, for, a split second, they thought I was her! LAWLZ. =)))))))) And when we were going to walk Bambina (their dog) out downstairs, the service elevator operator asked if I was Cheska's sister.. Wheeeeeeeee! :D
And I'm sleeping over at her place tomorrow! YEAH-HEY!ü
Today was pretty plain. I went to school. Went to Gym3 for P.E. class. Since there were only 3 of us who had the P.E. uniform, Sir Gerry just dismissed us anyway after checking attendance. Thanks, sir. O_O
Luigi was a pain in the ass last night. We were SMS-ing each other, and he told me he almost had a girlfriend. To think he even promised my friends that he wouldn't hurt me, the sick bastard! The tears really started to flow.. But after a while he told me he was just kidding! THE FUCKIN' BASTARD!!! Well. I told him that I cut myself and even punched the wall. Sucker.
But then again we fixed things awhile ago. Stupid of me, I know. Now I'm really confused.. :(
Biology prelim exam: 66/75. 94%, yeah-yuh!!! :D
I really really miss EJ already.. I hope he's alright. :(
'Til next time.
♥
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Monday, January 5, 2009
First-day jitters. NOT.
Today was the first day of school for 2009. I wasn't surprised to find out that it was pretty boring. I woke up 7:30am, my class was at 8am so I hurriedly showered and even skipped breakfast. I figured we'd just be getting out prelim exam results so it would really just be a boring day. Oh well. At least I'd be seeing Luigi again. I honestly missed him this vacation..
Dev Psych / Theories of P - Got our GRADED prelim exam papers. Highest, baybeh! 95% IN BOTH EXAMS!!:D I crammed for it on the trike ride on going to school that day. Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D
break - I had nothing to do. Spent it with Gabby. We were hungry so we went to Select to eat. I ate some cup noodles, cracker nuts, and had some water. Nothing much, really. And to think I didn't even eat breakfast today. Ngrr. Breakfast? FAIL. D:
English 2 - Checked our exams. I got 77/90, which isn't too bad. 93%. Okidoki. :D
Phil His - Saw our exam results, but had to return the test paper because Sir Bryan didn't record them yet. I got 43/50, which is also 93%. Good, really. :)
I was supposed to talk to Luigi, but as usual he was with his friends. *sigh*
I saw one of his friends, and we talked for a bit before we both left.
Haha. Apparently they went drinking and did not invite me. Losers.
Just kidding. :D
I miss Luigi again. Even if he was being difficult over Christmas vacation.
'Til tomorrow.
♥
Dev Psych / Theories of P - Got our GRADED prelim exam papers. Highest, baybeh! 95% IN BOTH EXAMS!!:D I crammed for it on the trike ride on going to school that day. Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D
break - I had nothing to do. Spent it with Gabby. We were hungry so we went to Select to eat. I ate some cup noodles, cracker nuts, and had some water. Nothing much, really. And to think I didn't even eat breakfast today. Ngrr. Breakfast? FAIL. D:
English 2 - Checked our exams. I got 77/90, which isn't too bad. 93%. Okidoki. :D
Phil His - Saw our exam results, but had to return the test paper because Sir Bryan didn't record them yet. I got 43/50, which is also 93%. Good, really. :)
I was supposed to talk to Luigi, but as usual he was with his friends. *sigh*
I saw one of his friends, and we talked for a bit before we both left.
Haha. Apparently they went drinking and did not invite me. Losers.
Just kidding. :D
I miss Luigi again. Even if he was being difficult over Christmas vacation.
'Til tomorrow.
♥
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Friday, January 2, 2009
A day full of FAIL.
What a way to spend the 2nd day of 2009!
I spent it with one of my very best friends, Cheska.
Came around her condo at about 11-ish.
The reception guys just let me go up. Heehee. :">
So what did I do with Cheska today?
Here's my highlight list. :D
I had super kaduper fuunnnnnnnnn. :)
Next Friday, we're hoping I can sleep over!ü
P.S.
HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D
'Til tomorrow. (or the next time I blog, heehee :">)
♥
I spent it with one of my very best friends, Cheska.
Came around her condo at about 11-ish.
The reception guys just let me go up. Heehee. :">
So what did I do with Cheska today?
Here's my highlight list. :D
- Bambi the (pregnant!) dog drooling on my shorts T_T
- Watched videos on YouTube.
- Took pictures of ourselves.
- Had KFC for lunch. YUMMY! Mashed potatoes, 2 pieces of chicken, and rice. Oh, don't forget the gravy! :D
- Walked from the condo to Alabang Town Center.
- Being all tourist-y, taking pictures.
- Crossing the street: "WE'RE GONNA DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
- Took pictures of ourselves.
- Went to Timezone, the one on the 3rd floor.
- Played Ace Racer, Spider Stompin', air hockey, basketball, the game where you punch the pad, and MARIO KART. WHEEEEEEEEEE. :D
- My first time at Dairy Queen! :D Had a DQ sandwich with Cheska. YUMMMMY. ^_^
- Took pictures of ourselves.
- Went to ACE HARDWARE. Just for fun. (It was my idea. HAHA. :D)
- Took pictures of trippy colors. People were looking. :))))))))))
- Cheska was craving for fries, so we went to McDonalds to have our fry fix.
- Writing with ketchup? FAIL FAIL FAIL. FAIL.
- Took pictures of ourselves.
- Went to Timezone Active, the one beside Brooklyn Pizza.
- We were supposed to sing karaoke, but all the rooms were full..
- ..so we played Dance Dance Revolution insteaaaaaaaaaaad! :D Ek-ser-says!
- Ang yabang naman ni Cheska, from Beginner level, ngayon, BASIC NA!!!!! WOOOOOOO!
- Took pictures of ourselves.
- Went to National Bookstore for Cheska to buy her school supplies.
- OOOOOOOHHHH. Trippy colors abound. :D
- Walking back home to the condo.
- Sprawling on the floor. :)))))))))))))))))) And took pictures of it. O_O
- FAIL FAIL FAIL. FAIL. EPIC FAIL. MAJOR FAIL. SUPER MAJOR FAIL. D:
- I put on some of Cheska's things. her parents said I look like her!!! :P
- Getting into the car: Cheska's mom says I get in the car the exact same way Cheska does. Crawling in. Poise? FAIL.
- Dinner with Cheska and her folks at Cafe Breton. Yummy! Had a chocolate milkshake, and a Nutella crepe for dessert. SUGAR RUSH! :D
I had super kaduper fuunnnnnnnnn. :)
Next Friday, we're hoping I can sleep over!ü
P.S.
HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D
'Til tomorrow. (or the next time I blog, heehee :">)
♥
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